Forever,” Alison replied. “But, umm, I don’t know how to say this, but I can’t help feeling like something’s changed.”“No way,” Aiden ...nsisted. “If anything, Mom, I love you even more since Dad decided to be an asshole.”“Baby, you know how I don’t like you using language like about your father. Even if it’s true.”Mother and son both laughed briefly. Alison was relieved to feel the tension only she was feeling ease up a little.“So are we okay?” her son asked.Alison spent a long moment. "I talked this over with Pam and she agreed to help. Saturday and Sunday I would take care of Nero but during the week Pam agreed to take care of Nero in the mornings, because she passed within a block of Doug's house on her way to work, and I would handle the evenings.Monday evening when I went into Doug's house Nero wasn't jumping at the door waiting for me like he usually is. When I called him I heard him upstairs. When I looked up the stairs Nero was looking down at me and pacing behind the. "I used to work at a little diner before I started my adult movie career." Annie said. "Do you regret it?" Clare asked, but Annie didn't really have an answer."Sometimes all the fame, and the publicity gets to you, and the thought of sleeping with some strange person, or a bunch of people is unsettling at first, but eventually you push past it, and tell yourself that even though one person may think of you as nothing more than a slut, there's always two other people that love what you do.". I really wanted to get to know you better, not get you mad at me. Since Jen is one of my best friends I thought we should be close friends too.’ About that time Jen came in with the baby. She came over and kissed me and then hugged Nicole. They began talking about the baby and I asked Jen if she wanted me to order out Chinese. She invited Nicole to stay for dinner. Nicole acted completely different when Jen was there. Jen didn’t want to breast feed little Jeffery, we named him John Jeffery Keys.