So he transferred all his wealth on my name, disowning you completely and now you are penny less and totally at my mercy, actually I am not very cruel... as beautiful from inside as from outside but you know I like to live very luxurious and comfortable life so I need someone to serve my needs and do all the chores 24x7 so I can enjoy my life only shopping, partying, holidaying, sleeping, eating and pampering my self without worrying my everyday needs, household work and chores and apart from. "Look, my work wants me to go on a training course for a week. It's a professional course that costs thousands of dollars and will really help me in my career but I can't just leave you alone to take care of Cara for 5 days". I could tell that she really wanted to go but was torn by the situation. What the hell, I thought, she probably needs a break as much as anything. "Look," I said, "you should go. It's a great opportunity and you don't want your work thinking that you're not interested in. The difference was I had flown in combat and he had not. He told me how much he admired me for this. That I had seen tracers coming from the ground at my aircraft and he had not. That I faced death by hostile fire and he had not. He went so far as to say that I am his hero. Hey, his words not mine, I’m just telling the story. This set off my gaydar which had already been getting hits. In one conversation over lunch I admitted I had resumed smoking dope after it was legalized. We discussed. If she had any hope of making it at all, Alex increased those odds a thousand fold. What's more, because of Mickie, she advanced our knowledge of the entire process, giving each of us the same odds. She might have single handedly enabled hundreds of us to make the transition. What she did was a tremendous service to all of us, and while we'll never be able to tell the rest of the world what's involved without having to explain how we know it, that knowledge will outlive each of us, and will.