" I laughed."You must have done something as I've never been like that before." She laughed with me.I was secretly pleased with that statement, it jus... added to how close I felt we'd suddenly become. Emotionally I too, felt that it was better than I had ever had before, although being truthful with myself, I guessed that the purely physical side had not been that much different than a few of my previous better performances. Again I remembered those old, now married, friends saying how much. "He looked out and he saw Alan pulling in and Michelle driving behindhim.He parked the vehicle and he got out and came to the front door andRegina answered it.He said, "Jason here is your invoice of everything that has been doneon the Landcruiser and you will notice no balance. You have worked hardon paying for it all along the way."Jason laughed and said, "Ya a lot of lawns have been mowed."They went out and Regina said, "Wow, Alan you did a wonderful job onthis."Alan said, "Well, Jason did a. I only hope that my actions are not too little or too late to save you and Bob. I did not leave you for any other reason than I loved you and always will. To take you with me would have been the unkindest act of all. Take care of your father and whoever he chooses to replace me, if he does. Remember I will love you until the end of time. I will sign this as, Wanda.’ I put the letter face down on the table. She had said much of the same things to me in the letters years ago. I thought back to. After blowdrying it and curling the ends just the way Billy liked it, he applied themakeup: hot pink lipstick, dark mascara, eyeliner, the works. For clothes, heput on a pair of red stockings, a red velvet bra, and four-inch black heelpumps. He had to look his best when Leonard and Billy woke up. If he cheatedon his appearance at all, they would notice and take it out on him. He had tobe careful.He took one last inspection of himself in the mirror, looking for somethinghe might have done.