He said he could accept that and he was willing to keep April and raise her as his own. He loved her so much and he also said how he loved Johanna and...would miss her forever. I started to cry. I didn't want this now. I didn't want to be back in my old male self. I wanted my family. I wanted to be a mother to my child. I wanted to have more children with Bill. When I told him this he came over and sat next to me. He said that the researchers at the lab had refined the breast enlargement drug.. . "well it's the same sad story lover boy. It's a piece of rubber and fucking plastic. Trust me, if I had a flesh and blood cock, I would have pushed it in your mouth a long time ago, I choke and gag on cocks all the time, but I keep going. 'Let's see how you do. Don't puke all over me. You want me to keep going, or just pack up and walk out the door? All I can do today is give you an experience you will never ever forget as long as you live. I like the thought that you'll still be jacking off. Needless to say, I was very intrigued.Climbing together into bed, again with Sophie in the middle, Andy and me on either side, she spoke again. "At least at first, I'd like to call the shots. Is that okay with you both?" Yes, we both nodded. "Well, then, I want each of you to suck on one of my tits while I wake up my clit." As we sucked we were facing each other and I could tell from Andy's expression that he was enjoying sharing Sophie with me. Meanwhile, she reached down with one hand and. When you're better, I would like to use you occasionally as a consultant. No use in all your knowledge going to waste. Who better than the man who founded the company? I mean no disrespect to Lee. I haven't even met him. But I want you still involved when ... you're better."Jackson seemed uncomfortable. "You need to understand something. I've been reluctant to face reality, I guess. The heart operation was a measure to improve what I had, if ... it turns out to be successful. If it doesn't ....