Next he uncuffed her but left her on the floor. He then fixed the light bulbs and turned on the bedroom light. He grabbed all the stuff hed brought an... dropped it into a dresser drawer. He also spotted her ripped thong, grabbed it up, he stuffed in his pocket. Checking to make sure all evidence of him was gone, he grabbed some lipstick off her vanity and left her a message on her mirror, that done, he left and went home to wait for her there. He knew the night was a success. Silk awoke about 10. In the rearview mirror, I could’ve sworn I saw him tugged at his ever present erection.When I got home, Jeff was asleep – no fun for me when I returned. I was annoyed by that, I was annoyed with Darius, but most of all, annoyed with myself. I shouldn’t have hung out with Darius. I let him touch me so much, too. It was wrong. I changed into my pajamas, lying wide awake in bed. I thought of his erection against me at the club, at the bar, at work. I thought of his words too. I looked over to a. I want to stay with you.(Kenshin turns to look at her in surprise. Kaoru can hear her heart beating faster.)Kenshin: I--Kaoru: S-sorry! That was nothing! Forget it! We're going to need all our strength for tomorrow. We'd better get back. I'm sure everyone's worried about--(He puts an arm around her shoulder.)Kenshin: Do you remember? When we came back from Kyoto, and I said, "I'm home"? That was the first time I'd said those words ever since I began a vagabond.Kaoru: Really?Kenshin: Yes.... It scares me, because I wasn't ready to go further, but couldn't stop from giving myself to him. And though I don't regret a moment of that day, realizing how much he means to me was a hard pill to swallow. He has power over me. If we have sex and he changes his mind, it would tear me apart. I need to be sure this is what he wants. His phone starts ringing and he groans, pulling away from me to fish it out of his pocket. He's needed at work, and my heart drops until he offers to let me join.