I'd gotten to the point where their ability to act as authoritarians was non-existent, and I won't pretend that I missed those good old days, because ... don't. What I did miss was feeling justified in my rebelliousness. I'd lost that along the way, probably around the time I'd become an authority figure in my own right.I'd become what I hated. I'd struggled so long against order and law, struggled for freedom, chaos and indeterminacy, and look what happened.Power longs for order, for structure,. He suppressed a giggle and Jean looked at him in the mirror and inquired as to the reason for his merriment. "Well, it's just that I've never been a girl before and this is all so new. And here I am barely dressed with my penis sticking up and a large wet spot spreading out from the tip and the most beautiful woman I've ever met is rubbing my head and it is all so overwhelming. I don't know what to think... I never knew I could feel this way." "And what way is that my sweet young thing?" "I. Tulie's hands lifted to cup Gulda's cheeks. Gulda stared back at Tulie's round face, her round eyes, round nose and those soft round lips that she hadn't seen since the most recent time she'd kissed them and was turned away. The mere memory made Gulda's tired shoulders slump in shame."Why did you rescue me... ?" she asked softly, dropping her eyes from her Queen's face, deeming herself unworthy of gazing upon it. "Why you personally?"Tulie's fingers, still hot from the excitement of battle,. ?Come on whore,eat the last two, or I'll hang two bunches on each of those pathetic tits,? Annsaid. Ann shoved the last two bananas in my mouth, almost at once, and I diedin pain as I tried to get them down. At this point I felt very nauseous andwas wiggling my bottom to clench my poopie hole as tight as I could; all Iwanted was relieve. ?What's the matter whore, do you have to go to the bathroom?? Annasked. ?yes, please, please, I can't hold it any longer.,? I replied. ThenAnn untied me and.