Without warning Charlie lunged deeper into my mouth causing me to gag at the suddenness of his movement. My eyes bulged and mucus swelled from my thr...at and flowed from my lips. Instinctively I reached up to grab his penile shaft, Charlie said seductively '...yeah, that's it, hold that dick like you want it...' With that Charlie moved his hands to the back of my head and started to grind slowly into my face. Charlie's massively huge penile head throbbed so violently that I could not close my. " Oh shit!" No kidding. But did she do it? Or just imagine she did?" I have to go to work," Angela said."I wish you didn't have to go in on a holiday," I answered. Her work was at Methodist Hospital and I had a feeling she would be emptying bedpans all night."At least I didn't have to work New Year's Eve," she said. "Mom did and it wasn't pretty. She's an emergency room nurse. You would not believe the bizarre injuries in a college town on New Year's Eve." Yeah. I suppose she sees everything. ” All three of them said they’d like a pizza. “I’ll be down after I make the call.” I went to my bed and pulled my phone out from under my pillow and made the call. After I made the call I internally chewed myself out, “Did I say I found my cell phone? Nobody says that anymore. They just say phone. That’s so outdated.”While we were waiting for the pizza my Mom and Bree went inside to prepare things and to talk about stuff. I admired my car. The seats were so comfortable. I could drive this car. About what I planned to do the next day. About what Conor Oberst said through my crappy Sony speakers in the bathtub last night. About just driving it off a fucking cliff. Two more days to feel better. If I stuck by that, of course. At least now I had something that could make me feel better. I thought about Lauren again. I missed her horribly. I took a deep breath. I could still smell her. I closed my eyes. I could feel her presence. She was in the driver’s seat. We were hurtling down Loop 250.