I tucked them into the front of my pants and went back to the movie. It was very difficult to sit there and watch the movie, I was probably sweating a...d squirming in my chair. A little while passes by and I get up to go the bathroom again, my friend says you go to the bathroom alot and I just said something like yeah liquids just run through me and he went back to the movie. I get to the bathroom and open the front of my pants and there are her panties, WOW they were incredibly sexy looking. I. If I had a time machine, I never would have allowed myself to be in that place when the accident occurred.I hate my prison.I hate my life.I work my way through my apartment. I bang my hand on that sharp turn into the kitchen. I still curse that the counter tops are too high for me. I hate that I must use that grabber device to reach anything.Today is more of what I dread. Another physical therapy appointment. Maybe I will see D’andre. He seems to be the only one who is nice to me, truly nice. The guy was already sitting in the back seat, behind a closed door. The woman ended up in the other police unit, still in cuffs. Their car was an older Japanese import and by the time the deputies started going through it, a state police crime lab unit was on the way. Drugs.Deputy Hurley approached me. "What are you driving?" That rig over there," I said, pointing to my "on the road" rig, a big silver diesel pickup truck towing a thirty-five foot travel trailer."Wow!" he exclaimed. "Can you. After so many drinks I could not remember most of the night there…The next morning, while nursing a massive hard hangover, Anita commented that a black man had come up to her while I was talking to someone else and said to her she was the sluttiest looking girl in the pub and he would not mind taking her out and fuck her. My sensual wife just laughed it off, telling him she was a married woman and her husband was there around.Later the black guy left the pub with his friends.I asked to her:.