But she knew the weight of what I had to face. She pushed me back, encouraging me to sit straight by the way she guided her hands over my frame. She s...eeled herself, and by association me. ‘It’s ok. It’s going to be ok, because the test is going to be negative anyway. We’ll deal with the other issue after we see the test.’ Our conversation, with all the nervous pauses, deep breaths and resolute gestures had taken the requisite three minutes so I went to check my results. I came out, speechless-. If I could stick out my notice thenmaybe I could stick it out a little longer, so long as he kept his mouthshut."Please Nath. Once he is gone we can get through this, please give it achance, give us a chance." No Viv, you tricked me and you manipulated everything so you could haveyour sleazy fuck with Yves. Nothing you say will convince me otherwise."She sat listening with her head in her hands. "This whole thing has beenabout you keeping your conscience clear. You thought if you could. She wondered if she could really be wife and eventually a mother? Sheknew that this was always a possibility when she became Gina, and at timesshe had wanted both. But now the possibility seemed more than apossibility. It seemed like a definite reality.Gina wanted to talk to someone, but who could she talk to? Who wouldunderstand? Who would believe her? She could talk to Thomas, but would heunderstand? Did he have the experience of living both genders? Ginaconcluded that Thomas could. .." She pausedthoughtfully. "... Rachael? Renee?" Or Rosy. Yeah, I like Rosy." She looked at me pointedly and said, "Andyou like it too. Don't you... Rosy?"I bobbed my head up and down and whispered, not daring to use my malevoice or anything close to it, "Yes, dearest. I like that name verymuch. Thank you." I even managed an uncertain smile.Trish said, "Fast learner. And you, Annie, are a natural with thathairbrush. I'll bet it got you wet, smacking her fanny like that andseeing it.