Fir thodi der baad usko bhi josh aa gaya, aur halki si hips ki movement karne lagi. Main samajh gaya ab use maja aane laga hai, aur fir maine bhi halk... halke jhatke lagane laga.Wo pleasure mein kabhi muskarati kabhi ek rand ki tarah lund ka maja lete hue look deti. Ab mere bhi dhako ki speed taj ho chuki thi. Aur lund piston ki tarah andar bahar ho raha tha, ab mujhe laga ke wo jhadne wali hai, maine dhakke aur tej kar diya, taki use aur pleasure mile aur fir us ki body akadne lagi, aur meri. If you fucked up something in the past," he said, "then use the drug to erase it!"Jack, knowing that I could be a real jerk sometimes, had thought that Step Two would be the most useful. Now to implement."Janice?" I asked, gently."Yes?" First, I want you to imagine a box. Can you imagine a box for me?" Yes," she tilted her head up and I could see her holding a mental picture."Excellent. Now, I want you to think of your memories -- the memories you hold in your head -- as physical objects. My thoughts were solely of Robert. I felt guilty. He didn’t ask for it to be this way. He’d done nothing. He’d been driving home like he did every night, except that night it was different. It was foggy and he didn’t see the truck. It backed out into his lane of traffic and within seconds it was over. They said he didn’t feel a thing. I wanted to blame someone, but there was no one, it was purely an accident. Which is why I was sitting here blaming myself, feeling guilty for feeling alive. I. "Could thisget any more awkward I whispered. He asked what I said and I repliedcurtly "nothing". Finally about ten minutes later "Listen Amy, I cancall you Amy right?" Even more curtly this time I responded "it is mylegal name, NOW". He looked at me he said "well that is how it is so howabout we start over?" and threw one of his million dollar smiles at me,(damn him I swooned again) "May I call you Jeffrey or what do youprefer?" " Well Amy you are my wife and it would seem strange for you.