As we two were seating face to face, our legs were touching each other. It was like a current shock when my 18-year old granddaughter’s bare legs we...e touching my full pant covered legs. I was feeling to immediately undress her but controlled myself in a very hard way. Afterall Sreya is my granddaughter. Though it was night I had no problem to see Sreya’s bare white legs as the light was on inside the car. We stopped near the airport to have the dinner. I was in a complete sexual mood. I was. I started looking for the sweat pants we had bought on our firstshopping trip. My search came up with nothing."Mom? Where are those sweats we bought?" I've got them down here. I'm working on putting tail holes in all yourpants and skirts, remember?" Well, have you done any of them yet?"I walked into the room and saw Mom surrounded by piles of clothes,sitting at her sewing machine."I'm just finishing up your pink pair now."I hated those pink ones. Mom had picked those out."Mom, haven't you done. I was slowly filled with a conviction that she could read my thoughts. In my pain and growing exhaustion it seemed any thoughts of anger or rebellion could be sensed by her and would result in another terrible beating. My sense of identity became detached. My world focused on her and her club. That if my becoming her dog would lessen the pain started seeming a very logical choice.After several days of torture, when my behavior had gotten to a point were she was satisfied I was subdued, she led. She never looked forward to discipline spankings because Mrs Howard was so unforgiving. But for now Ellie focussed on the normal spanking, which she did look forward to, and the afters that went with it. Mrs Howard said “I see your nipples are standing proud my girl. With anticipation perhaps? ”Mrs Howard almost scoffed as she put her hand on Ellie’s breast and squeezed her taut nipple, making Ellie gasp with pain and joy at the same time. Mrs Howard rubbed the back of Ellie’s naked.