Does this talk indicate that you might change your mind?" Not a chance Iris. I've already told you why. All this talk did was ease my mind. Now I know...that it was nothing that I did or didn't do that drove you to it and knowing that will help me sleep better."Iris left and I got up and shut off the tape recorder that I had hidden on the kitchen counter.The next day, after making a couple of copies of the recording I stopped by the attorney's office and gave him a copy. I earmarked a copy for. I unfurled my hand over his head. He hugged me tight and I felt some unusual touching. But I was just like a statue. I separated myself and said, I am also working and contribute to the household. But he did not speak and lay down.I had dinner and thinking about the situation we had. I was sleeping but suddenly I heard the sound of dad getting up from the cot. I kept an eye on him. He got up for pee and but he was limping because of heavy drinking. When He came back, his underwear was down and. She was in her 50'sand very business-like in appearance. She asked me to sit and Iintroduced myself. I told her a brief history of my life up until thispoint. She asked me what brought me here. I told her that I had beenquestioning myself about who I really am? She asked me to elaborate andI told her about the party and how I felt wearing women's clothing. Itold her about how it made me feel good about myself on one hand, whileI still had a nagging negative feeling in the back of my mind.. I could hear the wet squelching as she ebbed nearing to her orgasm. Faster and faster she worked at herself clearly knowing how to work her genitals to maximum pleasure until she tensed. She squeaked a high pitch and I watch as she emptied a huge amount of liquid out of her pulsing pussy.These days ‘gushing’ is a thing that most people are aware of but back then in my early twenties and before ‘internet porn’ I’d never seen a girl do this.I was amazed to see this clear liquid spurting from her.