But she has steadfastly refused to be the first one to break our marriage vows. If it ever happens, it will have to be because I was the first to have...sex outside our marriage. The trouble is that I have absolutely no interest in having sex with anyone other than Carol, so a couple of thousand guys never got a chance at Carol because I won't put my dick in another woman. It's amazing - she wants to but won't unless I do it first and I want her to, but I don't want anyone else so neither of us. I tended to date strong women, but never dared to dress as themaid. Like a lot of submissives and cross dressers, I worked hard to benormal. I also had relapses and began to occasionally see a professionaldominatrix.I had been to see this woman several times and we became comfortableenough with each other, that we would often have a good laugh and cuddleafter a particularly intense session. After one session, she told methat she was seeing someone new after me. She offered to extend. He sucked and worked my cock until it was rock hard. Then he suddenly stopped, reached in his pocket, and pulled out some lube. He handed it to me, turned around and whipped his khakis down. He ass was so firm and muscular and I was incredibly turned on. He turned toward the partition, spread his legs slightly and waited. I almost didn't know what to do... but yeah, I really did. I said, I don't think we have time for this. He said in a kid's whiney voice, pleeeeaaaaassseee. I couldn't. I climbed as fast as I could down the tree and then jumped when I thought it was safe. Running the 100 yards or so to the back door of the kitchen. If I didn't make any noise I could slip in through the kitchen and down the hall and watch them. If anything happened I could retreat to my room and never be seen. My heart hammered in my ears as I slid the door open. I stopped when I could just barely squeeze through, and then slid it almost closed. Crawling through the kitchen I heard the noises.