Because you need it as much as I do and I need it a lot. This is soo much fun. There’s nothing you will do about it. I can do whatever I want with y...u.”With that she left the room. 1826-1812=14.I didn’t see her at all for almost 2 days and I assumed that she was getting her brains fucked out somewhere by someone. What a weird marriage. But I needed her, desperately so. No other woman could replace her. She was the one for me, despite her cruelties.I was beginning to be worried and contemplated. Our divorce was final in just a few months. Evelyn came over to see my mom and the kids. Mom didn’t tell her about the lying and cheating but Evelyn figured it out on her own. She told Mom that she really tried to raise Marlene right but she just went off in her own direction. Evelyn couldn’t believe that Marlene would only come and see the kids twice the first month we were separated. Evelyn herself came over at least every two weeks or so at the beginning but as time passed she came over. After I was awake enough not to trip over my own feet, I went on my normal morning routine. I shocked myself alert with a cold shower since I couldn’t afford heating. Drest in normal, casual clothes because I couldn’t afford anything better. Made breakfast for me alone, with some extra strong coffee to fight the horrible hangover I was having. Went to pick up the mail to read it latter, probably filled with bills I could barely afford.Last night I drank myself half way to the grave, trying to. “Your hands need to be here when we are kissing,” Christy said.I tiptoed down the hall a little, just far enough to see them without being seen myself. I could see them locked in a passionate embrace; mouths firmly connected, his hands were squeezing her ass.“Or here,” she said as she pulled his hands to her breasts, “I like your hands here as well when you kiss me.”They kissed again and I made a noise to let them know that I was on my way back.“It's okay,” I heard her say softly, “Steve.