What did I want to accomplish in my life? What goals should I set for myself? What did I really want my life to be like? That was very heavy stuff, fo... a fifteen year old, to contemplate, right?Well, I wanted to be able to relax and enjoy our vacation in Florida. I wanted my relationship with my mother to continue, I wanted my sisters to love me and help us work out the things we need to see about changing, or maybe that is things that don't need to change. There's an awful lot of ill will in. “Let’s just forget that for now, please.”“Sure.”There was silence for a bit.“Melanie, let’s do it that way. You and me with Steve.”“Are you sure, Jennifer?” I asked.“Yes!”“The only bummer is I won’t get to see it! I’ll have a pussy in my face!”“Poor baby! Steve, go back up to the bedroom. Mary, go with him. Have fun! We’ll be up soon.”“Have fun as in I can fuck him and let him cum in me?”“Yeah, I think he’ll be able to do it again.”“Goody!”I just shook my head, took Mary’s hand, and led her. "Jenny. Hi guys," I said with a wave."Yes, right. This is Jenny. And this, Jenny, is Ib. He is really Ibrahim, but that's too long and foreign sounding so Ib is much better. And that," he pointed to a rather dark and sullen looking guy, "is Mush. I am sure his real name is Mustafa, but he won't respond to that, so we all call him Mush. And finally, my name is Ahmet, and I don't have any problems with that."They were staring almost open mouthed at me. What was this lady doing with Ahmet holding. .. which certainly dates it because every bottle of wine I buy nowadays comes with a screw top. So, I'm wobbling around in the kitchen trying to find the corkscrew. I've been in here a million times but suddenly I have no idea where anything is, and I'm going through drawer after drawer until ... eureka, there it is ... and sitting right next to it is this huge, black, double ended, dildo. Well. Heading back, I stop in the doorway in my best Miss World presentingmyself to the judges pose; you.