I can smell the shit and blood and piss and drugs. Have you no respect for the dead?”“I have the utmost respect for the dead.”Triss and Jen froz.... Jacob didn’t say that with a joking inflection. Jacob said that in a serious, monotone voice. He never used that voice. The two ladies looked at each other, before looking at Julias to see what he’d say.He said nothing. Sighing, Julias took a step back, and with his good hand, motioned for the man to continue.That was a strange snap from Jacob.. . no.. no.. NO... this isn't the deal!.... No emotions... Just physical.. OK!I push you away and lie back, hoping you understand, not wishing to upset. As if in answer a hand closes round my erection, experience showing as it starts moving, pumping the loose flesh firmly but not too tightly... moving just far enough to tease my ballsac at one end of the stroke, then stretch my glans taut at the other, my shaft jumping involuntarily at the glorious attention.But then you moved further down the. The females that attracted me fulfilled my lust but love was a total non-starter. It was so difficult to judge where lust ceased to exist and how it was possible to discover love when the importance of cock and cunt were paramount.When I was a woman, all I had to do was act friendly or in need of a big, strong man and I would soon be flat on my back trying to adjust to my partner's rhythm. As a man, it was a constant struggle to seduce a female throwing out compliments like casting bread upon. I then slide my hand to her ass and she jumps back "are ju crazy I'm married", I step closer and grab her ass again this time firmly squeezing it and reply "so" as I loke her directly in her eyes. "So!!!!?, what do you mean, Im married she says. "You want me, you want my dick dont you" I calmly reply. She says "no,no, no I cant" but looking away not looking me in the eyes. I ask "can you handle it". She says "maybe but I cant I'm married". I ask "how bad do you want it". She says "I.