Sunday morning, when the kids were away on daddy-day, I was determined to do just that and run my long overdue 10k. I was getting into my tank top whe... P signed on to Whatssup and said a casual, “Good morning, Annie. How are you?”To be honest I have thought he was a goner as I haven’t heard from him since Tuesday. He did say he was busy this week, but I did not trust him telling the truth. As a rule of thumb I did not trust men in general anymore.But he surprised me now. I briefly told him. I'm a God damn guinea pig," I breathed. What was it? What did thebinder say? Something about neuro-something-something-somethingresearch on the front cover, something I'd need a Ph.D. to understand.They had been using me to... test it, or control it, or something. Idon't know. At that moment, I didn't care.I was someone's guinea pig.I looked through the binder for more notes. I found something: "1/23/18-- Subject 172 -- administered 40 cc's of" ahhh what the fuck is this, Ithought. What. “Make you? You want me to take it to the principal then?” I asked.“As I said, it’s useless. You can do it in a less complicated way,” he said. There was a sudden change in his tone.“Like?” I asked.“You can start by lowering that dupatta a bit. Or completely remove it,” he said and winked.“How dare you…”“You do realize my dad is a politician, right? I can get your son suspended or even worse. He can’t go to any school. I’m not letting you walk away free after you talked to me like that,” he said. The bus pulled up outside a school and all the girls were slowly gettingoff with me as last.It took ages to get into the school as I was surrounded by dozens offgirls who wanted to take a better look at me and myself trying to escapewhen the headmistress came over and grabbed me by the arm."Well if it isn't our new starter? Welcome to our school I am sure youwill fit in nicely, come this way" she turned and walked away as I wasfreed from the other girls when I decided to make a break for it, my.