Then at the end of the first week there was this big dance for we freshman. Joy and I started to get ready and we showered together and then back in o...r room we stood nude talking about what to wear.Joy shivered and then said,"Are we going to go to the dance and start looking for guys to double fuck?"I jumped up and said,"Damn right, maybe we will get lucky the first night."I slipped into a close fitting sweater that clearly showed my nipples and a mini skirt with nothing else under them. Joy. I wasn't quite as lucky. Mom joined me, and I mentioned itto her. All she said was that she would give it some thought. Maryjoined us and we had a quiet evening at home, although Mary did saythat nobody recognized me at all, and that I looked real good in aswimsuit. Mom smiled but didn't say anything.From as far back as I can remember, I have wanted to be a girl, anddressed up as one as often as I could. Secrecy is fleeting, and I wasdiscovered wearing Mary's clothes a number of times,. Peg, furious, got up and walked over to stand behind Kelly as shecontinuedto fuck her brother, thinking that it only appeared like wrestling toanyonewatching, that they were having a brother-sister match. "Stop that rightnow!this isn't Wanker County, we don't fuck brother and sister inside thishome."Kelly swallowed hard as she and Bud had been discovered in all its evil asshe attempted to counter Pegs accusation, "We're just wrestling Mom, justlike we've always done." Yeah Mom, we're just. So I joined Lush, and made some mistakes as I learnt the ropes. I had joined to read and to write, but it was nice chatting to people in between. I even started a very close friendship that was mentally stimulating, but somehow made me feel a little less. I'm not prepared to feel less, so that one moved on quite quickly despite being interesting. I learnt a lot from him but I never considered it an affair; it was just dabbling with intense flirting, in my mind. I published quite prolifically in.