Paint flew across the canvas and much of the area that surrounded me as I let go of the fine control of figure drawing and let the light be borne from...the darkness.That was the theme, I realized. That was what I was truly capturing. Light borne of darkness. It was as different from the painting of Allison as it was from any of my other work, yet it was a complement as well. In one painting, flames of passion threatened to consume the figure and all it touched. In the other, passion seemed to. I immediately ran to the bathroom and masturbated and then returned and sat on the sofa and started watching tv .My aunt came to take some things from the table in between me and tv she has bent down but to my surprise she opened her nighty buttons and now i was able to see her huge melons clearly she then stood back and laughed went back into kitchen and came sat beside me . She placed her hands on my thigh and moved it up and down due to that i was fully out of control . Then she asked me get. We were both told in no uncertain terms that any further unpleasantness between us would result in suspension for both of us no matter who was at fault. We were not even to defend ourselves but to run away and call for help. I told the principle good luck with enforcing such an edict. If Billy or his friends attacked me or mine I was going to do my best to make it so that he could never do it again.The next surprise was after second period. Marsha Idle came up to me in the hall and told me that. “What…Shit!” With a sudden shock he stood up, wore his pants and went out of the room. For a second there I didn’t realize what I said to make him upset, then it hit me. “Ahh! The ‘L’ word. Why did I say that?” I hit myself on head blaming for what I did. Wearing a robe adjacent to the bed, I went looking for him. Raj was standing in the balcony staring into the darkness of the sky.He was lost in his thoughts when I interrupted him,“Hey! Are you alright?” I asked whispering in his ear while.