Have you moved into where you're living yet, or are you going back home one more time before things start?" Well, Ma'am..." Call me Mary Ann, please. ... don't feel like a ma'am yet." Nor do you look like a ma'am either, Mary Ann!" I said with a smile on my face.Looking at me, and then turning to Jewel when she said it, Mary Ann asked, "Is he for real, Jewel?" Yes, ma'am ... Mary Ann, that's my little brother, always smiling and always flirting."I gave Jewel a light slap on the shoulder, than. I used to keep an eye on your room. I had binoculars. I watched you ... a lot ... I even saw you ummmm ... you know...”“You mean masturbate?”“Yes! You were the first man I saw with an erection. I used to ... you know ... touch myself thinking of you...” Loren hung her head. “Anyhow, I was embarrassed around you. I’d seen you naked and I both wanted and was scared to try to get closer to you! Anyhow, that’s why I was mean to you sometimes. I’m sorry.”I took off my glove and bracer and gave Loren. Nevertheless, I got attracted to my Bhanje (20 years), few years ago. When we all had been to a picnic at harabhangi. His kindness and joyful behavior let me think again about my first night. I thought if I had this guy at that time. However, nothing improper happened that time. But the day I wanted came right after one year. When he was on a vacation to our home, since we are not joint family, and he , with his parents lives in the city of Berhampur. And I live with my husband in Berhampur.. She told me she had thought about it but was unsure because if she did go, she would end up “fucking him.” She looked at me while telling me, waiting for my response. I told her I was fine with it which drew a huge smile from her. The anticipation was incredible, with her constantly asking if I was sure about her going. The days leading up to the trip were filled with outstanding sex, as she was always ready. Then a couple of days before the trip, he called to let her know he had to.