" My mother hugged me and I hugged her back. "Thank you Johnny. Things are going to be ok. We just have to make sure we stay in control that's all. No... I'm going to go take a shower, I'll be out in a little bit, so you can take one." My mother went into the bathroom and I heard the water start up. I sat on the corner of the bed, feeling like a mountain had fallen on top of me. "She was the one who made the first move," I said to myself. "How could she have wanted it so bad last night and now be. . ;) the whole humiliation thing is what you're consensually into). Correct her by telling her how she can improve, and take the time to answer her questions. She'll gladly accept, and even quickly respond to, your correction if she knows it's done to help and not to harm.Know your slave. How can you truly be the Master of another human being unless you truly understand their hopes, dreams, struggles, pains, and goals...I mean, seriously? All the good intentions in the world mean nothing unless. But then, somebody that depressed must have more than one reason to do themselves harm, must they? It never entered my mind to do that to myself. Where there's life there's hope and for me there was Justin too. He's been my rock and continues to be so.Angela has his love and his body. I can see it, feel it whenever they are together in one place. The air crackles with electricity when they stand close, as they always do. I know I have his love too, but in a different way. Be it the. They said things like: "I'm really just a chicken", or "I haven't worked up the nerve yet." They were unsigned but I thought I recognized the handwriting on the envelope as Susan's. I assumed she had a crush on me, as secretaries sometimes do for their bosses. We even went out once together - sort of. It was actually a professional thing. Our jewelry client was sponsoring the local Virginia Slims tennis tournament and the agency had some things to do at the event as part of the sponsorship. So.