In the end, all of their energies drawn out and given to the other, they just lay in Edy’s newly wet bed and talked of sex and lovers and class sche...ules and what they should eat. They both opted for instant ramen, Edy seeing it as a rare snack of little substance while Kurt claimed to live and die for the stuff.Then he was gone, a promise for a return, a meeting at the coffee shop sometime soon, a kiss and a feel of her ass, Edy returning the favor with a smile. Men. And women, of course. Edy. She thought it reminded her of a slab of uncooked beef. Cold, lifeless, clammy flesh.He took her. He took her there. The alley. She knew it was bad then, but she had no idea how bad it would get. Everything happened so fast. One minute she was a normal girl, the next it all changed.She was 13. She spent her days at school, her afternoons with friends or at the mall, her evenings doing homework, and her nights watching the pointless soaps she'd taped during the day. Just a normal girl until he. The next few times we saw eachother we both new what we wanted eventually he said "do you want to pop by my office on friday to discuss your essay i agreed.knocking and pushing the door open in one fluid movement i was greeted by him standing in front off his desk looking nervous he looked me up and down before inappropriately blurting out "you look really nice"my heart beat increased "did you bring your essay" "no i forgot" i sais flipently and smiled a naughty smile i could not believe how. " Oh."Patricia talked again. "Do you have any girls clothes of your own?" Yes," I blurted out."Tell me what you have. What do you like to wear?" Panties. Not much." I was paranoid that Mom or Dad could or alreadyhad picked up the receiver and hear everything I was saying."Tell me what they look like." Well, they look like...You know...panties."I heard a giggle on the other end. "Oh, you're so shy. I think that'sprecious!"I blathered out the first thing I could think of just to break.