She had a coloured boyfriend but kept on asking me about sex. She obviously wanted to learn quickly.One night she told me that she had one younger sis...er and two parents but she did seem to prefer talking about her father. Eventually she confessed that she fantasized about having sex with him. I told her that although it was i*****l it was far more common than people realise and once I had said that she seemed even more eager.Then one night she took it one step further by saying that she had. " Alright. I just..."She cut me off. "We are fine, we will call if that changes. Go and have fun. Ryan would want you to be happy and have fun for a bit. You deserve this weekened."I sighed, letting my face fall into a half hearted grin. She was right. I was only twenty-one, Ryan wouldn't have wanted me sitting at home with our daughter every day. He'd have wanted me to have fun, and even find someone else. I just hadn't brought myself to live without him, until now at least. I had come to. She was just turning thirteen, and it was at another friend's house. Another birthday party."I tried remembering that far back. I had no memory of any such kiss between us having occurred. I did remember kissing other girls at some of these parties, but not Joanne. I usually had a good memory too, a fact that had allowed me to do well enough in college to graduate without having studied overmuch."If she says it, I'd have to guess it happened. I just don't recall that kiss right now." Let me get. I made a mental note to sit down and talkwith her later that day.I rolled over to find Kristen wasn't there. She must be up already. MaybeI'd slept a bit later than I thought.Then I heard her knock on the door. "Time to get up honey! We're gonna belate for church!"I was right. It must be 10:00 already.I opened my eyes. Why the hell am I in Claire's room? I sat up and tried toclear my head. Blonde hair fell in front of my eyes. That's not good. Iwalked over to her bathroom and my fears were.