Aapke shakal pe naraazgi achi nahi lagti.Aunty ki shakal mein ek choti si muskaan aane lagi to main dubara mug mein pani lene laga. Woh mere paas aati...hui mujhe rokne ki koshish kar boli: Nahi. Nahi Rahul nahi. Aur nahi daloge.Unka ek haat mere daaye kandhe par thi to doosri baaye haat ko pakdi hui thi jisme mug thi. Main bhi ziddi ban kar unpar pani dalne ki koshish karne laga. Dheere dheere hum halki zor aazmayish mein lag gaye. Is beech apne daaye haat ko apne peeche lejakar apne towel ko. I bent over to kiss her, she turned so I kissed her cheek, she smiled and said good night.I was asleep in minutes, waking late the following morning, Jenny standing over my bed, wearing the dress I had picked the night before, “you forgot your pyjamas last night” she said handing them to me “you left them on my floor, Tony will be home in a few minutes, so you’d better come down for breakfast”. She left my pyjamas on the bed and left. By the time I got to the kitchen Tony was already eating his. Then, without warning, the gag reflex kicked in and Ichoked. I panicked and immediately backed off to catchmy breath. Moments later, after several deep gulps ofair, the crisis over, I felt the icky coolness of guiltweighing me down. I felt that I had failed by takingback what I had willingly offered. I had overreactedout of concern for my own well being. I imagined thatmy bf was glaring at me with disapproval, although Iwas too ashamed to look up.I carefully took him in all the way and paused a. He strode up the stairs and stopped outside Natalie's door, then he put his face an inch from Trink's and told him, "you will go in there, you will smile, you will talk to Natalie, you will agree with anything she says, do I make myself clear." Muttering foul things at Brand, Trink nodded. Trink bounced into the room in a huff and stopped seeing Natalie on the bed, he quietly walked over "I hear yea wanted to talk with me, girly, ain't it awful late in the morning to still be laying about in.