What I lacked in experience I more thancompensated with enthusiasm. Soon, he filled my mouth while his groansfilled my ears.This scenario repeated its...lf many times over the course of the nextfew weeks: Backroom rendezvous, clandestine fellatio, a buddingrelationship.A few weeks later my wife was scheduled to go to a conference, out oftown. William, who had been after me to start seeing him on a regularbasis, was informed and immediately he wanted to take me to a romanticdinner and, finally. " Yeah I know Carol. It isn't Paul I am uncomfortable with. It is me. I told you how all of your continual talk about the advantages of bi-sexuality had gotten to me a little. I was beginning to wonder how it would feel to suck a cock or be fucked in the ass." Why are you so afraid my love? I love doing those things." I am not sure, probably because of the shit we males put out as adolescents... I guess we are perpetual adolescents in some ways." Just because Paul sucked your cock doesn't make. ) when I give a command you will respond immediately with no hesitation. 4.) if your being fucked you WILL enjoy every bit of it. 5.) you will never challenge me 6.) at all times you will look for ways to make me happy and make me feel good. even if I'm hurting you. 7.) YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. ANYTHING! everything you get here is a privilage. food, water, decent sleep, fresh air to breath, taking a shit, everything is a privilage you will have to EARN!"do you understand. But as I think about it now, I realize it just isn’t the fact that he’s not ready to be in a relationship with me that makes me cry. It is the fact that he has so many female friends – which is quite all right – however, I wonder does he kiss any of them the same way he kiss me. Does he hug any of them as tightly as he hugs me? I even wonder some times if he says the same caring things to any of them as he says to me. Meeting Michael turned out to be a life-changing experience for me since day.