I wanted a man that I could wake up with in the morning and be happy that we were together. That's how I felt this morning."I saw the beginnings of a ...ear glistening in her eye, and I felt my heart contract in my chest. There was something so completely honest about that simple comment. There was no hesitation in her morning smile. It couldn't have been contrived. So now, it was left to me to decide where this relationship would go. Sooner or later, I needed to get off the dime.The Christmas. "Are we going to have to share Jackie's bed?" my sister asked."No, we're going out today to buy another bed. Dad measured the room and we can make it work. We can rearrange the room a bit so there is room for you two girls," Mom said.Mom and Dad told us what they knew about the trouble my cousin had been in. They asked my sister and me to try to understand and to make JR feel welcome. After our meeting, my Mom and Dad thanked Mo and me for being considerate of the situation.The four of us spent. Given that I hadn't gotten any hormones yet, I hadn't paid her boobs much notice, other than to confirm that our chests looked different. And when she wanted to see my wiener, I simply dropped trou and let her take a look.From the time we were little, Dawn and I had played show and tell and went skinny-dipping in the creek without ever even thinking about it. We even took the occasional shower together for efficiency, same as Brandi and Dayna or Brooke and DJ.But that year, when we turned 13,. ‘ Your parents left an hour ago’ as she rounded the corner of the room. ‘I know I do actually study some of the time you know’ I smiled as I looked at her in her red top skinny white jeans with a matching jacket no one could ever say she didn't know how to dress. Her athletic body was a joy to behold and the worst part of it she didn't know it. ‘Oh we know, we know Dr Serious always gotta get ready for finals that are weeks away’ That was the never far behind May who appeared with a white.