’ ‘Look, War,’ Boss started, voice deep and calm, ‘we need one of our own inside that place and you’re the only one who—’ ‘Is this bec...use I slipped up on that last fucking mission? You’re throwing me to the wolves!’ He kept his level gaze on me, so blasé, so unfazed. There were reasons why he was in charge and I wasn’t. I could never fully pull off that cloyed facade in the face of a tempest. ‘As I was saying, you’re the only one who can blend in with them.’ And then he stepped toward me, his. Seemed all very natural, and desirable. At feeding time, we went into the ladies lounge where I was able to nurse Sue comfortably. This whole experience felt "normal" to me...I wasn't at all embarrassed, and must've looked natural since I received no unusual stares, but rather, many smiles. I don't know how much nourishment the baby got from me but we gradually reduced the amount of formula as she continued to take from me and still showed a weight gain. As she grew, she also required more. The doorbell rang, when I answered it. I found Dean standing there. It was a complete surprise to me. What more he had lost over 100 pounds."Hi Amanda. I bet you are surprised to see me." I am surprised, but I am glad too." The reason why I am here is I didn't want to say it in the mail or over the phone." We can't change back." "That isn't it." Dean then went to his knees. "Will you marry me, Amanda?"Without hesitation. "YES! Definitely Yes!"We hugged and kissed for a good ten minutes before. I said to myself. Then replied, “I have friends down the corridor in botany class “.“Oh “. I know she wanted to hear the real answer there was no other reason but I shut her off. It was my turn now to elicit the same thought in her.“You have a nice smile, ” I said smoothly nothing perverted just a simple compliment.“Oh really, well thank you and you are quite a gentleman yourself. I laughed and kept quite.She was soo close too me my emotions were erupting like a volcano. I could barely hold my.