You have been evading, avoiding, putting me off for five fucking yearsand I am fucking fed up. I want answers! You are a healthy, fit prettywoman of...only fifty-five years and there is no reason why we should nothave sex together. I don't want to rape you -- but -- I want to know why you'veemasculated me -- why we have no sex any more and haven't had it forfive goddamn years. I am just as fit and trim as I was five - ten -fifteen years ago when we were having a good sex life. My erections. “Belle ... have I ruined your life?” Sara asked, now sobbing.“Don’t think so. I’m pretty damn happy, truth be told,” she said, trying to be flippant. Almost immediately, she realized it didn’t work. “Why are you asking me that?”“Baby, did you have someone ... a man ... in your life? Someone you loved? Someone who loved you?” Sara asked, gripping Belle’s arms for emphasis.At first, Belle realized that she could not remember. But the more she thought about it, the answer found her.“No, ma’am,”. ”“From what I’ve heard about the program it seems more like heaven,” I stated.“No. I wouldn’t say that. It may be close but the heaven room is something completely different. I should know. I’ve had to take some supplies there a few times and I got to help out,” Sam told me.Sam stopped to get a drink and I took this time to ask, “I thought that these programs were for students who don’t have much income at home. So does the Principal not make much money? How do you like the Drama program? How. " I'd do that. I'm only thirty-one going on thirty-two, so I still have time." Naw, you don't," the instructor said. "They like to get guys out of college and teach them to fly. They're flying hot stuff by twenty-five to twenty-six max. Even with your experience, they would never let you fly current stuff. If you want to take a chance, join the Air National Guard and see if you can get into a fighter wing. They might let you fly fighters." That's a thought," I said, contemplating the.