Biraz endişeliydim. İlk defa götüme yarak girecekti. Hem istiyordum, hem heyecanlıydım ve hemde korkuyordum. Sonunda biraz kısa ama çok kalın...kol gibi yarrağını göt deliğime bir fişek gibi hizaladı. Hiç acele etmiyordu. Alıştıra alıştıra yavaş yavaş sokuyordu. Önce biraz acıdı ama santim santim sokunca bana çok büyük zevk verdi. Sonunda o koca yarak içimdeydi. Götümde hiç boşluk bırakmamıştı. Biraz yavaş Gel-Git’ten sonra arkadaş yaklaşık 15 dakika götümü sikerek içime boşaldı. Sanki içimde. This was an opportunity to foist the book on a naïve tourist. I did not disabuse him of his preconception."Real skin," the bookseller whispered conspiratorially as he stood beside me."You don't say," I replied blandly. "Whose skin?"He gave me a dark look and shrugged, making a move to take the book back. I moved it out of his reach and held on to it."What language is this?" I asked innocently. He shrugged his shoulders and again tried to take the book back. Apparently my flippant approach put. But I don’t any house or flat nearby so who is getting disturbed then…She told “Can you see that shop” I whispered that beauty parlor, which was exactly opposite to our shop with a difference of 2 and half meter I told so what she told “Thats my shop and I get disturbed so please dont play in high volume” when she was telling me all those stuff I was just seeing her lips (pink and big) imagining all about kissing her lips and sucking it and finally I told ok sorry I will not play music again. Whether that was simply a case of first love that would have quickly worn off, I can't say. When I met her again I think I was in love with the memories I'd created over the years, not Anita as she is."Susan nodded this time.The conversation gradually drifted to other matters, especially Susan's running which, if you pardon the pun, was coming on in great strides. Mine was going the opposite direction with me doing no running at all since Stephanie's death. Susan then stated, rather than asked,.