My dad was naked (just like I was)! And he was playing with himself. I already knew he had a big dick because sometimes I could feel it through his pa...ts when he was spanking me, or when I was just sitting on his lap. But I didn’t realize how big it really was until I saw him stroking it in his office. It looked like it might be 8 or 9 inches long. And it was really thick, too.I was able to see his computer screen. He was jacking off to a video of a blonde-haired girl. I couldn’t really see her. After ten months in Iraq I was hadn’t quite caught up on my cheeseburger regimen and wasn’t looking forward to eating leafy greens. But I figured they would have wine or beer so I could make do. Dinner wasn’t as bad as I expected. Plus they did end up having a couple of local micro brews on tap that were very good. I enjoyed a few while mom stuck with red wine. The conversation on the other was surprisingly dry. Sort of that awkward, skipping around a subject that happens when you come home. Knowing this i began to make plugs with candle wax to use in the shower. cum would rain down into the drain as i nearly lost my balance every time i blew a load in the shower my ass tingling.but something was missing, the pleasure i felt was missing something a feeling of fullness maybe? the next day i found a aquarium pump and some line, i waited for a good moment and i took it. the house was empty so i locked my room door with myself, a bottle of lube, the pump, and the line. i lubed up the. That’s when my feelings began to grow for my friend … feelings that I could no longer deny. I put them in small box in the back of my mind, in an area where only God and I knew about them, and put a lid on the box. If I wanted to keep my job and continue to have the respect of my peers, I couldn’t share my feelings and I could not allow others to know they existed. It was truly a battle of sorts, wanting to express my feelings openly and having to suppress them at the same time. After two.