I told him that we talked about it, and she even fantasizes about it, but she would never go through with it.“Maybe we should let her live her fanta...y out, and yours.”“What do you mean mine?” “You expose your wife to me on a public beach, and look how hard you are thinking about your wife getting fucked by me.”“Do want me to fuck your wife?”“I would love to see that.”Then he told me of an idea.“I wonder if she would know the difference between us?”This gave me an idea. I have used the blindfold. I finally finished work at about 9pm and was on my way home still horny as hell. There is an Adult Bookstore kind of on the way home so I decided to do a drive by and see how busy they were. As I drove by, the parking lot was full so I had to find a parking spot across the street. I went inside and didn't see anyone in the area where the sex toys and magazines and such are so I figured everyone must be in the arcade. This Arcade doesn't use tokens so I paid my $8 and entered into the Arcade and. I stayed for another 8 months and was due to come home finally because grandpa was getting around much better and even fucking grams some.Mom and dad were due to pick me up and they let Lindsey stay there with friends while they spent the weekend up here to speak to me about her and her upcoming birthday.Mom got fucked by grandpa and she loved that, I fucked her several times and she was ok with that.Dad got grams a few times so we never even put on any clothing the entire time they were. ”“Because of things that happened to you from the time you were little? You know what I went through. And what Kara went through. I think you need to get over hating yourself for things that were beyond your control, as well as things you did. It’s not healthy, Jess. You’re heading for a breakdown worse than the one that sent you to Maine.”“I have it under control.”I shook my head, “No you don’t. That’s an illusion. You’re lying to yourself. Cutting yourself off from all emotional contact is.