I have become his whore, he will ensure I get fucked till my endurance limits even when he can’t fuck me. My heart belongs to him and I will always ...ove him and sleep in his warm embrace. Am I right, darling, Raj?” I asked him.“Yes, dear” he replied and was ready for second round.For next three days, until Anand returned, all we did was fuck, eat and sleep. Raj didn’t go to his office. Sushma used to bring breakfast, lunch and dinner to bedroom. Sometimes when I was too tired and wanted to. The convoy crossed the Bangor city limits just before noon on New Year's Day. The bulk of the vehicles headed towards Bangor Auditorium downtown, the site of tonight's show. The tour buses belonging to Earthstone and Intemperance, as well as one other that belonged to the management staff, peeled off and headed for the Bangor International Hotel near the airport.The hotel was not nearly as classy as it sounded. It was, in fact, just a half step up from your standard Motel 6. The buses pulled. I run after it, my heels clattering on the pavement, making me think briefly about the clattering of hooves on the cobbled streets of times long gone. Long gone, like my last bus is gone. I reach the bus stop and stare after the bus. “Another one will be along soon enough,” a deep voice says and I look round and see a tall, slim man, slightly older than me, with short, greying stubble. He is wearing an old fashioned flat cap, a long, camel hair overcoat and what appear to be tight leather. More and more often, I find myself double-checking the calender in case another day has slipped passed in the last few hours and I just didn’t notice it. I should have gotten myself an advent calender…at least then I would get a piece of chocolate for every damn day I had to count down to green light. Too late, now. The counting’s done, the light’s green, and today’s the day. Oh, there was one bit of excitement I should mention. I’m pretty proud of this one, in the same way a boy might be proud.