Uska pati usse chhod uski maami ko chodta tha aur meri saali ne usse pakad liya tha. Meri saali ka shaadi ke pehle ek boyfriend tha jo mera bhi dost t...a. Hum char ek saath movie dekhne jaate the. Par uske boyfriend ne usko cheat kiya aur usse arrange marriage karni padi. Meri saali mere se har baat share karti thi. Uske dimaag mein kuch bhi nahi tha. Par main usse jab bhi dekhta aur milta mujhe usse chodne ki iccha hoti thi. Par maine kabhi jabardasti nahi ki. Woh meri company mein hi job karne. I don’t need people to be continually fussing about me, okay!”She sounded a bit pissed off about me asking her.“Okay, I’m sorry,” I said.Even though Lisa said she was okay, and not upset about Fiona’s announcement, I felt there was something deeper, some internal conflict about her not being able to have children. I made a mental note to give Doctor Margaret Sleigh a call and talk to her about it; maybe there was something I could do or say to help Lisa.The next day, during my lunch break, I. "And?" I decided that deep down I'm male. I want to grow up to be a man, not awoman. In the New Year, the female organs will be removed and I will beable to live as me." Are you sure?" I asked. "You are taking away the option to change yourmind." I know, but I know how I feel." Will it be before or after we go back to America?" asked Ruth."I've no idea when you're going back," said Brian. "When do you?" I presume, shortly after the concert," shrugged Melissa. "We've neverspent this much time. I slowly gathered up my books and started for the door. I decided to stop at the washroom before going to Mr. Smith's office. After I took care of business I looked at the mirror to see if I looked okay. Maybe if Mr. Smith liked the way I looked he would be easier on me.I smoothed down my long blonde hair and reached into my backpack for some lip gloss. After applying the gloss and straightening my school skirt I left for Mr. Smith's office.I looked at the clock and noticed that I was passed.