. "I still love you."Thank you for letting me be with you."I had a real life, for once; for a while."You and Sammy were the best thing that ever happe...ed to me. But... "Some things are just not meant to be... "I wish this hadn't happened... But... "I had to protect you."I know you would give your life to save me."I couldn't let that happen."Now I have to leave."Please don't blame yourself."It's not your fault."I was broken a long time ago, long before we met."I'm sorry,"I love you,"Julie."She. I realized then that I was so fucking horny it wasn’t even funny.After Kate had left me, I went without sex for three months. Not because I couldn’t fuck out in the bush, there were several willing local women, but the chance of catching HIV was as likely as getting a mosquito bite. It wasn’t until I had a stay over in Amsterdam on my way back that I finally got some pussy wrapped around my shaft.I had ventured down to the Red Light district, and since my cock was rock hard, I didn’t “shop. He wanted her and was waiting for her to act. No one had ever displayed such self control on her behalf. She couldn’t believe it and asked for confirmation, “You’ve been waiting for me to ask you?”Oscar looked into her eyes and said, “Of course, I want to you be ready and willing to accept me into your life.”“You want me in your life?” She looked into his eyes, hoping against hope that he meant what he had just said. He wanted her in his life! His words echoed in her mind.Oscar took her hand. Seeing this the other two girls moved to the front alongside me. The German girl must have been shy and basically just danced around. The French girl on the other hand was going for the win. She had laid on her back with her legs spread and was soon rubbing her pussy. I looked over at her and saw how wet she was - it was easy for her to slip two fingers between her lips. I knew I had competition here and I assumed the same postition as her. I too had begun to finger-fuck myself. I couldn't help.