"Si Abuelo," the boy said, head down."Besides, I am sure that Mr. James is not allowed to talk too much about what he did, isn't that true?" That's ri...ht," I said. "I'm sorry, but the only things the government lets me talk about are the dusty, dirty, boring parts, like trying to keep the sand out of my socks," I made the joke, and it worked causing the boy to forget the reprimand and the unanswered question he hadn't been allowed to ask.Later the adults sat in the living room and had drinks,. I asked him where Sharon was, and he told me she had dumped him just before graduation, saying she wanted to "move on with her life". He told me that "the bitch can go rot in hell for all I care". I know, that should have been all the warning flag I needed to stay away from him that night, but when he offered to give me a ride to another party that was supposed to be better, I took him up on it.He was a big guy, a football player, full of himself, and used to girls doing anything he wanted just. I look at her.She clears her throat and tries again. “Okay,” she says, almost at a conversational volume.“Okay… Okay what? Okay, we’re done? Okay, you want to continue?”“The umm, second one?”It sounds like she is telling me what I want to hear.“Toni, are you afraid of me?”A couple of years ago, I realized that fear is a fantastic aphrodisiac. Scare a woman in the right way, and she’ll fuck you silly. The problem is, I lost control, and let the Ogre push too hard.Toni nods that yes, she is. JANET SAID MY FIRST SCENE HAD GOTTEN A HUGE RESPONSE AND PEOPLE WERE REQUESTING ME IN ALL TYPES OF SCENES. JANET HAD TOLD ME THAT I WOULD BE WORKING WITH ANTHONY, SHE TOLD ME OUT OF THE TWENTY FOUR PERFORMERS PERFORMERS SHE HAD THAT THIRTEEN WERE ACTUALLY GAY AND THE OTHER ELEVEN WERE STRAIGHT AND (SHE FUCKED ALL THE STRAIGHT ONES WHEN SHE WANTED).ANTHONY WAS ONE OF THE THIRTEEN GAY GUYS WORKING FOR HER AND HE WAS ONE OF HER FOUR SILVER FOXES WHICH IS WHAT SHE CALLED HOT OLDER MEN. THE MOST.