This man has no idea what he does to me. He's so beautiful, and all I can do is smile. Smile because of who he is and what he does, and what just happ...ned and how I feel. The moment I do, Ethan kisses me, and I kiss him back, basking in that unknown emotion with him. * For our last day here, Ethan and I spend it alone. We hang out at the beach some more, the National Historic Site, and take a shit ton of pictures, never leaving each other's sides. After last night, our usual safe distance. The only sound I heard were the soft slurping noises she made, while her other hand was rubbing my balls through my pants. It had been so long since I had had a blow job that I came within three minutes, shooting a huge load into her warm, wet mouth. She kept sucking on my cock until it was completely dry, then sat back up. She was still smiling as she looked at me. “That was nice, don’t you agree?” I was stunned that she was so blasé about it. “Nice,” I muttered. She looked down at my cock,. “Dinner? My place?? Tonight???” Food; she was talking food, not some dreadful female ailment of the downstairs-front-bottom department. It was my turn to laugh; this girl is good company and sexy, Johnny Durex might get to see the light of day in a few hours’ time; I wonder what the ‘use-by’ date is?Fancy food in a pretentious restaurant does not make a date. It was starting to snow on that February evening so we hailed a taxi for the 10-minute journey to the warmth of Julie’s home cooking,. I wonder if my friends lives have changed as well because of this. I wish I had more energy. I can't see them but my guess is that they have been detained as well.We were at LaGuardia airport waiting for a connecting flight when I spotted him. He was buying a newspaper at a kiosk when I saw the bomb he had strapped around his chest. Since we were behind the security checkpoint I am assuming the checkpoint failed at its job, or it's the kind of bomb that can pass through screening without being.