We lost the war, but we survived."Some of the worst things that happened after the years of war were the result of well meaning people trying to help ...ut those they saw as inferior. They tried to stop us from speaking our languages and practicing our rituals. They forced our people to convert to Christianity at the point of a sword."Don't forget that they were trying to save the souls of our ancestors from an eternity in hell. As far as they were concerned, our souls were damned because we. Buds through thick and thin were Steve and Buddy bud.Steve was scared when suddenly no way was the right way, and Buddy was scared too by how he pressed against Steve’s side, but good old Buddy got to work, and started to guide Steve again through a suddenly scary world full of noise and terror, screams and slaverings and thuds and thunks which went on and on, but good old Buddy bud led the way safely where ever who knew, and only had to break away to get into some sort of fight or squabble. “Why haven’t you found a good man for yourself? Why haven’t you sought out that man who would be your protector and confider?”“Guilt … I always felt …” I stopped and looked at him. “I will, but you tell me why you haven’t found that special woman. I know you have met plenty of good women. Why haven’t you found that one?”He smiled. “Okay … probably fair given everything you have confided to me. It was a mystery to me for a long time why all these nice, smart, attractive women didn’t last with. Kareeb 2 ghante bad light aa gayi to mai kewal fan chala diye aur leta raha.Tabhi mujhe kisi ke chat se niche aane ki awaj sunayee dee. Uth ke dekha to Reena didi thi. Unhone bhi apna bistar lagaya. Maine pucha baki log nahi aye to didi ne bataya ki sab so gaye hai. Didi ne gate band kiya, light off karke apne bistar par let gayi.Main bhi apne bed pe leta tha. Mera lund khada hone ki wajah se dard kar raha tha. Kuch der bad mai utha aur jakar didi ko dekha. Woh diwar ki taraf muh karke so rahi.