We laughed, a bit uncomfortably, and continued our social interactions. Throughout the entire evening whenever I looked at Dennis’s direction he was...eyeballing me. Jacob and his friends started drinking, and the more they drank the more he ignored me. Jacob had a tendency to over do the drinking and when he did he got wasted. I asked Jacob to dance but he snapped at me that “cant you see Im with my friends, you are so needy” . In front of everyone I felt insulted, hurt retreated to the dance. Why are boys like that? I think that is about thetime Mummy realised that I may be a special girl and not a boy like shehad thought. And she had a plan to find out.Mummy comforted me through the first few days after withdrawing me fromthe nursery, but after that she started to get me over it. She wouldtell me that as my class mates and I were due to finish nursery andstart going to big school that we would all be splitting up andprobably wouldn't see each other anyway and that really, things. Her card bounced across the sleeping bags and landed near the main pile."Yeah, where are the guys? I thought they went to buy firewood but that was like an hour ago. How long can it possibly take to drive to the town?" Tori responded."Maybe they got lost!" Cat exclaimed, suddenly worried.She was lying on her stomach near Tori, her legs bent at the knees, sticking up behind her. Despite her apparent worry though, she managed to finish her hand in their everlasting game of Crazy Eight. Just carrying the plain paper bag inside my cabin triggered a sense of naughtiness; me, a grown woman excited at buying a bag of sex toys. I lined my purchases up on my pillow. I had purchased a pink silicone butt plug, a string of anal beads, and a Lelo Sona clitoral sonic stimulator. It had been pricey, but the shop assistant had promised I wouldn't be disappointed, oh and of course a large tube of lube.Groceries stashed away, I returned to my favourite chair with a coffee and my book, happy.