I didn’t clue in to signals from the opposite sex until I was 20. Which is not to say I didn’t notice girls – quite the opposite. Puberty hit me...at eight.’ ‘Ouch.’ ‘Yeah. Anyway. I nearly got suspended a couple of times for ‘stalking’, and after I realized what the definition of it was, I stopped. People are weird: I was only trying to find out why these girls were refusing my admittedly clumsy advances. The bottom line was that they didn’t want to speak to me. At all. ‘This one girl, Ilsa,. In Malaika’s room, some noises were coming of making out. Malaika was making out with someone.At my house, I walked in the balcony but did not see Malaika. I had no clue that there was someone with whom she was making out. After a while, I got a text from Malaika ‘Come to my house’. I ran out of the house with an excuse that I am going on the terrace to walk a bit.I got to her house and saw the door open. I walked in and saw Malaika cooking food. To my surprise, she was completely naked. I. That meant the occasional sexual release was a welcome relief from time to time. Although Camilla was gone, I hadn’t stopped getting massages. I still needed them, as I was training regularly, and they were beneficial for my recovery. I would usually rotate every three weeks or so with a ‘legit’ massage, as the seasoned professionals liked to call it, and something more sensual. Since I had started getting sensual massages, the scene had taken off in London in a big way, and new providers. I didn't mean it and I sure as shit didn't figure that she would take it as anything other than a joke.Bea and I had been together a little over ten years, eight of them as man and wife. Like most men I was just not sensitive to the mood swings that can take place in women so it was quite a while before I noticed the change that had come over Bea. As is normally the case it was a small trivial thing that brought things to a head. I was dressing for work and when I went to my sock drawer I saw.