.." and opened his eyes and sees me looking up at him with his cock in my mouth, I sucked harder and started playing with his balls, and he says "what...the fuck? I kept sucking then he saw that his little girl was working on my cock, he leaned back and said "I'm close are you swallowing" ? all I did is kept his cock in my mouth reaching down from his balls to his ass hole, he just spread his legs, by then lil deb was slurping away at my cock that I reached down and slowed her down, I didn’t want. She seemed to be delighted at that simple complement and hugged me before she left. Between English and sign language she asked me if I would like some more tomorrow. They were good and I could always use a little break, plus I sensed that she really needed it, so I nodded my head and said “yes”.Sure enough, the next afternoon about the same time there she was with some different cookies she had baked. I remembered the type of soda she had picked and got it for her and we visited.This happened. As you know that is the most unselfish gift a mother could offer her child and unborn grand child who is sure to have health issues. My grandmother was alive at this time and being a most spiritual and understanding women I spoke with her of my concerns. I had several of course I wanted my child but would it be fare to bring him into the world knowing he would not be healthy. Could I really handle a child with special needs? Give him the love and attention he would need. I was torn between. My hands are suspended in someway above my head. I am feeling very vulnerable and frightened. I can hear my heart beating.I suddenly feel something soft being run over my body. It is actually quite sensuous. Then something is being shoved into my ass making it feel quite full and uncomfortable. A vibrator is running from my clit to my pussy back and forth as I feel the heat growing between my legs. I feel a wetness dripping from me and running in rivulets like water off the glass of ice.