I looked around to see if the man had come back yet and did not see him so I decided to take a closer look. I got down as low as I could while I bent ...t both my waist and my knees so it was like I was in the fetal position but still standing and be able to get up fast if he suddenly came back. The dildo I saw was white, with a tapered head and about 7 inches long with a nice pair of balls and a suction cup base. It looked so erotic that I needed to pick it up and get a better look. I picked it. His parents concentrated their respect for education and work ethic on their sole child, and encouraged Frank to study hard. Bright and curious, Frank responded by advancing well ahead of his peers.He skipped one grade, then another. By the time Frank got to high school, most of his much older classmates shunned the skinny nerd with perfect grades. Frank responded by focusing even more on his studies.His admission to an Ivy League school at fifteen was a cause for intense pride in his aging. I have wanted him since the day I first met him, at his wedding about eight years ago. He was dressed in a form fitting navy suit, had spikey dirty blonde hair that made me want to run my hands through it. Combine that with the fact that I couldn't stop staring at his semi hard on through his trousers and I've thought of nothing but riding his rock hard cock until I can't take anymore at least once a day since. One cold Friday night, I sat in a nice relaxing candle lit bath and decided to look. I even found little sample lip stick that I applied. Some lovely perfume too. This time I got caught. And I was fully fem. I had never been caught since then and I don't think anyone else has seen me in my feminine form. And this was many years before I discovered the joy and purpose of erections, masterbation, and sex in general. I was literally a woman before being a man in my eyes. Still this moment defined my sexual awakening and awareness about sex, sexuality, and fetishes. Many fetishes.