.I had sex with him for the first time last night here's how it happened I was looking at myself in the mirror again looking at my new tits I'm kind o... obsessed with them and work out to tone them and make them stand out straighter my nipples have gotten bigger too and I still like to squeeze them anyway I decided to dress up so I went to Mom's makeup desk which is mine now by the way and put on my makeup highlighting my eyes and applying a lipstick that doesn't rub off you kind of paint it on. There was a kind of musty odor everywhere, which explained why the windows were all open. Joe tossed the sleeping bags in a closet under the stairs along with our overnight bags and headed to the kitchen.Bethany and I put our beach bags over our shoulders and headed out the back door. The dunes between the house and the sea were covered with sea grass except for a sandy path.“So we’re leaving Mark to the she-wolf?” Bethany said as soon as we were away from the house.“He’s a big boy,” I said as. "My dearest, please don't hate me, but I could no longer bear the crushing darkness, nor the chilling numbness the pills left me with. I walk this path so I may be free of the cloud that hangs over us and our marriage--this way you can be free to find someone who is not so sick as I."You will find on the bed the cloths I wish to be buried in. I also ask that you clean me up and dress me in something nice before calling emergency services--I don't want to be found having pissed myself."He. I didn’t say a word, but then I didn’t really have to, the look on my face said it all. Valentine’s Day came and every woman in the office got a card and a heart shaped box of candy from me – everyone except Jennifer. I knew the birthdays of all the women and on their birthdays they all got cards and flowers from me – all of them except Jennifer. The other girls in the office noticed and I’m sure they wondered what was going on. It was about four months following my visit to the HR office that.