Once, Shame had even watched her experiment with touching herself.The girl was just emerging from the spring when the cowboy walked out of the bushes....He was leading his horse, another mounted cowboy followed him.Mary screamed when she saw them. The walking cowboy moved swiftly, grabbing Mary around the waist. "Whoa, lookie here at this pretty filly," he said pawing at her breasts."Save some for me, Slim," said the mounted cowboy. Slim was straining to hold the struggling girl while he fumbled. I stand and remove all my clothing,folding it neatly and placing it on a chair by the door. I walk to my Master,and kneel at his feet. He reaches down and lifts up my chin so I am looking into his eyes. "Thisis your last chance to change your mind," he says. I shake my head no. "Iam here freely," I say. "I want this more than anything." Ifeel as though I should have said something more profound, but my brain hasstopped working and I cannot think. I have placed all my trust in Master; atthis. Koi baat nahin. …are meri chhintaa mat kariye. …ab main badi ho gai hoon.Dat mammi. …koi baat nahin dood pi loongi main. Baai…aur usane phone rakh diyaa. Aur ab ki aake side Raajiv ke paas. …ek dam sat ke baith gayi aur bolee. …mammi kaa phone thaa. Itanaa To ham bhi samajh gaye the. Arodaa aanti ke yahaan aaj kitee thi….To saade chh tak lekin vahaan se sel men jaa rahi hain saade saat aath tak….meri nigaah saamane rakhi ghadi pe padi….saade chhaar…isakaa matalab….kam se kam tin ghante poore.. Driven by an intense curiosity, or prurient interest, I bolted from the study and hurtled downstairs to the kitchen where I grabbed a small pair of binoculars that we used for bird watching on our feeder. Hurrying back upstairs, I frantically focused on the action below. In the short time I was gone, they had changed position and Sandy was turned so that she was facing Frank – I couldn’t see their heads, but the position was obvious. The binoculars brought the scene so close that I could see.