Through the darkness of the trees.To find my special tree,The tree he will fix me to.I am so fucking lucky.I look at Abi and I think she wants to be m... in that moment.I want to look at her from my cross.I want to be hanging there.Hurting so much.Hurting.I am such a fucking lucky girl.A few minutes.That's all.And then he will be lifting me into the air. And I'll be his crucified girl.Fuck.I feel so fucking sexy. So fucking sweet and sexy. So fucking frightened and sexy.I want him to hurt me.. I miss our family being together and we need to be one again.”“I totally agree with you. Even though it’s cold outside, we could still barbecue hamburgers and hot dogs. I keep it in the garage in the winter.”“Sounds great to me,” she smiled, kissing him. Karen got everyone’s attention and told them about the supper plans for after Brad’s game. Karen suggested that Cathy brings over little Danny and he can meet his new Aunts and Uncle. “We’ll have to go grocery shopping anyways with more mouths. I could read him like an openbook. I was questioning his professional activities.He answered cautiously again, "Well, last week I finished a project thatkept me busy for nearly three months and I have no other big project toreplace it. Of course I have lots of bits and pieces that I have to takecare off, like questions from old clients, searching for the new computertrends etc. You know how a free lancer's work is Jess; you can have hecticand slow moments."I decided to calm him down and. I was wearing a lose top. I thought if I bent forward, my pointing breasts would be clearing visible to that man, standing near me.My guess proved correct. He saw my breasts in the flashlight and he turned hot. Next moment, I sensed his fingers were touching my shoulders again. I put off the flashlight and just looked up encouraging him to take the next step. As if he knew my mind, he slid his hand down still further. I sensed his fingers were touching the upper portion of my bra. I leaned back.