If I had only known that wouldn’t happen until I was twenty-nine those years probably would have been a little easier. Of course I probably would h...ve been more terrified to know that when I finally did get caught that I would be spread eagle on the couch wearing a blouse, miniskirt and a thong. You see, that’s one of my “deviances”, I like to dress up in my wife’s dirty clothes and masturbate. I don’t want to go out in public and pick up men; I just like to jack off in drag. Last Tuesday,. I was so turned on seeing the pictures and reliving those experiences, that I dropped my shorts and underwear and masturbated right there.The only problem was that after I shot my load, I got the post-orgasm blues, and started feeling shame and remorse at what I had done with the boys. I thought about deleting the pictures, and especially the ones of me sucking their cocks and balls but decided to keep them for the time being since they turned me on so much.It took me three hours to hike back. I pulled up in front of Jilly's house at six in the morning and walked her to her door. She opened the door and then turned to me, "Thanks for coming to my rescue Benny" and then she kissed me. I felt her tongue flick into my mouth and then she broke the kiss and went inside. The one thing that registered most sharply on me was that she didn't say "Call me" or even "See you around" or anything else that would lead me to believe she would be receptive to my continued attentions. I chalked the. I felt myself lucky to deflower a virgin like Anupama. I was breathing heavy and sweating too. She started moving her hand on my hair and said ‘oh dear that was the best fuck’. After two minutes we got up and cleaned ourselves I washed my lund in the camode and she sat on bed and jism started oozing from her cunt, Anupama said “Arun, you fuck like a horse and you cum like a horse. We were fucking for more than an hour and after cleaning I sat on sofa and Anupama was pissing in toilet and sound.