That’s all I ever wanted, I replied, my heart pounding in my chest, naked and vulnerable in front of her, ready to give myself completely, my chest ...eaving with excitement, the terrifying thrill of having given up control coursing through me. A strange sensation washed over me, of love and desire, and I realised that I wanted to make love to her. No sooner had I identified this urge, I acknowledged that at this moment in time I was not capable of doing so. So I just kissed her instead, and. Throwing caution to the wind, I sent one anyway. A few seconds later, she accepted. A few seconds later, my messenger blinked on. “Are you still on campus?” Ms. Wey inquired. I told her that I was in the school library, waiting on the school bus. A few minutes later, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see who it was and was surprised to see it was Ms. Wey. “What time does your bus come?” she asked. “Four thirty,” I told her. “Well,” she replied, “if you want I can take you home.” I. He would be tied down, static, domestic.“I'm going out tonight Lucille.” He said, voice flat as he sat down, looking at the delicious food she had prepared but not feeling in the least bit hungry.“Oooh? Anywhere nice? I hope you'll be back in time for us to snuggle and-”“I'm going to go gambling. At the club.”She hesitated, paling slightly, “Master Luke, I, I hope you don't intend to-”He cut her off, unable to meet her gaze, “I do.”She swallowed and her eyes grew wet, her voice full of barely. " Just keep the idea in mind," I grinned. "Who knows what will happen down the road?" Yes, once again I was looking to plant a seed, and I was aiming more to plant it in Mike's mind than Javier's.June 19, 1985The seven-day Florida sojourn drew to a close. Inez and I bade farewell to her parents, headed back north, and soon found ourselves once again in the midst of what passed for a daily routine. In this case, it was a routine of leisure. There was no school, no work, and no band-related.