We participated in the Sydney swinging scene and after we got over the initial inhibitions which come with this territory, we really enjoyed the exper...ences. Over the years, I have collected and used a very larger number of toys, some of which I had also used on Stephen. I quickly learnt the art of licking a pussy and from the first time I tried it, I was hooked. To keep our sex life fresh, at the first day of each month we nominate a sexual adventure we would like to participate in that month.. She drops the bomb. All veils are torn, nothing is hidden. Felicia knows Im attracted to her. Im sorry! I cant help it! If you would like to leave, you can. I say and hang my head shamefully. I feel my pants being unzipped and open my eyes to see Felicia undoing them with her sharp teeth. My heart is in my knees and I turn to jelly. I close my eyes and pinch myself, expecting to wake up. I open them and see Felicia fumbling with my boxers and almost faint. What… Uhhmm… What are you doing? I. Also, by me knowing that I won’t be here very long it makes everything else a lot easier and I can batter tolerant it. Worse case I get stucked working here for 1year but that won’t be so bad I get more experience in the hotel industry.I go about walking around seeing what needs to be done and if I can I get it done if not I find the department responable for it and have them make sure they get it done. Other then that my main job is the mail. Thank you the mail NEVER STOPS. I can have 100. I can be cured through God’s will. Those were the thoughts I used to think. Used to. Now, I am a lost cause, doomed by my own actions and choices. I was unable to change. I was given multiple chances to convert, to commit to a woman, and live a life as God intended. I failed each time. I was unable to rid my impure thoughts and control my actions. And now, after my third failure, I have been sentenced to die. My execution is tomorrow, at sunrise. I will have lived only 19 years on.