." Please, you don't need to worry about saying anything to me." Are you sure?" s*s, you can tell me anything."I quietly thanked him. It felt good to ...alk like this, but I still feel so mixed up about everything. I was sort of hoping he would do something really wonderful, and make all my anxieties go away. And then I said, "You started to say something before. You wanted to tell me something about a girl you met at school." You mean Emma."I said, "Tell me about her."He went on to tell me she. She looked at me and said ‘yaar…listen…this was just great…I never knew it could be such pleasure…I loved it a lot.’ I said ‘yeah, even I too enjoyed it a lot dear…it was a pleasure.’We went and washed up and came back and lied down on the bed. We were lying down naked in each other’s arms and I said ‘ Deepa…you now something…I always dreamt of having you in my bed. But, I thought it will always be a dream of a boy who is lusting after an older girl.’ She said ‘really…’ I said ‘yeah…I could. They had been staff at a clinic I had attended, during therapy for depression as a young college age man. If I was to date the film, I would say late Eighties, because they all looked as they had then. Not long after the original Teresa's Torture had been made, I'd guess.I knew Mum used to speak with them sometimes on the phone about me, and she had met them once or twice. I had no idea in any way of anything else happening. I had sensed an undercurrent somehow though, of their interest in my. Today I finish by 5 and the school is practically always empty by now, when I finally get in front of the principal secretary's office I take a deep breath and enter. The plain woman is nowhere in sight as if she already left for the day.I walk towards the door leading into principal Ego's office and knock on it, to see if he's still around, a couple of seconds later the door opens and he gestures for me to enter and he closes the door behind me. I take a seat on the chair in front of his desk.