When approved I will, at least, get the money I should have gotten all along in the first payment. We are planning to spend 3 weeks at the beach when ...he money comes in. That’s if there is enough money left to do it. Today the wife mentioned that she might have to get a boyfriend if I can’t keep her happy. I ripped her a new asshole over that remark. She started to blubber about only kidding and ran from the room. I hollered at her about not needing to hear shit like that, I feel bad enough. There was more than a little of the masochist in her,and she delighted in being humiliated and dominated as much as men likeClinton.Big and Black and powerful as panthers, such men were, nevertheless,despite the Civil Rights Act, generations of federal assistance, and thepreferential treatment that decades of racial quotas, reversediscrimination, affirmative action, or whatever one chose to call bias infavor of "people of color" had provided them, made to suffer fromdiscrimination and racism. . It was a little creepy you just standing there. Go away, come back and try it again."All the girls and some of the guys were laughing when I walked away. This time walked directly up and started speaking right away."Umm, Tami ... if you aren't busy tonight I was thinking we ... um..."Another buzzer sound, this time from Rachel. "Baaahhhhhhh. No good. Go and try again." What did I do this time?" You were all over the place. Girls want confidence. Walk up and ask her out somewhere specific. Don't. Ifound myself relaxing to her every touch. I then felt the strings to mybottom fall to my sides. I felt her hands slide over my buns, caressingthen gently. I was in heaven! Without thinking I spun around andgrabbed Bobbi and kissed her with every bit of passion I possessed.She melted in my arms as she returned my passion. As I released herfrom my embraced we both realized that my top and bottom were laying onthe deck. We looked at each other and giggled."Bobbi, I've got to have you.