I resisted his blatant attempts to pick me up but was a bit flattered. I walked (no driving after 3 glasses of wine) back to my hotel and fell asleep ...n the couch in my suite (you have to love free upgrades when you travel a good bit). I woke up around 11pm and found a few text messages from my two playmates. I also found myself wet and wishing I hadn’t forgotten my vibrator. I’ve never actually made a booty call. I mean I’ve met people for the purpose of sex. That means I’ve planned. I’ve. It’s easier just to be a friend, I think. She seems like she would be different, though. Somehow, I think she might say yes. Every time I think I could do it, my nerves get the best of me and it just doesn’t happen. I would just become a stammering fool and where would I be then? Most assuredly, she would think of me as an idiot and never consider dating me. It’s my own fault, always has been, I guess. She’s just so pretty. Sometimes, I hate myself for being this way. I wish I could change. The. ”“I was lucky. I guess because I was away so much that they didn’t have the same relationship with me that they might have had in a normal household. They were just relieved to see me home each time I returned from a trip. Not long ago, Anna Marie told me she worried each time I went away that I might not come back. I have no idea why she thought that, but I could understand her fear. I won’t let that happen again.”“Yeah ... that would be hard on them at that age. No friends beside you and you. .maine choday ja raha tha aur kehta jaa raha tha… “ahahh… Le randi… Aur andar lee… Ye lee mera lora… Kuss ki bachi… Behanchod haram ki aulad… Tu sach much ki randi hai re… Kitna maza deti hai… Ahaahh…. Saali tere ko roz chodun ga… Maa banaun ga apne bachay ki… Aahhhh… Ye le maa ki chut… Tera badan kitna mast hai… Mammay… Gaand… Phuddi… Sab chikni hai behan ki lori… Tu ek dum malaai hai re randi…hum dono 15 min tak zordar jhatke lete dete rahe… Wo mera chootar hila hila k pura sath de rahi thi….